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Post Confessions Demo

by YOUTHCARE

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1.
Slowly time passed by (if only I could comprehend) signs of deals gone wrong (if only I could make a stand) I tried to align you only there to separate I cried to a lie but no one's there to understand I lie, I fight myself We lie, We fight ourselves.
2.
No Pressure 01:50
No one's really there for reasons, nothing will ever change. i hate the separations i have, what is there to lose? Captain! What is it we do? Don't mind, i found this blade now, my body can relate the cuts, that wished me back to you. They draw you out black, will things ever be the same? While we understand this cruel faith, cultivate your energy. Think we could escape this place? Do you want to try out? Do you want to find out?
3.
Tremor Dance 02:21
FOREVER FUCKED BLAME THE SICKNESS NOTHING WORKS WOULD YOU EXPECT US TO FOLLOW THROUGH? STAY WITHIN A CONFINED SHELL AND DEFLECT YOUR MISTAKES Take mine, satisfy your head, stick it in my back. No I couldn't feed my anger, but I could feel your hate. We try to mask your own distaste, just go ignore, it's still the same. You try to hide, from what i am. ANCHOR! SEND HELP! ANCHOR! SEND HELP! SLOWLY I DROWN IN MY BED! SHOW OFF WHAT YOU KEPT slowly I met my end. show off what you wrecked.
4.
Deadlock 03:17
Only here to simulate want me to elaborate? Notes to remind yourself this will never mend what is it we endure? I'm not really sure what does this ask of you? If only i could understand. (I LIE TO HIDE) leave south (IF I LAY STILL WILL YOU LET ME GO?) crossroads, we cannot walk the same (BUCKSHOT REPEAT! BUCKSHOT REPEAT! BUCKSHOT REPEAT!) I TRY TO DELAY THIS SUFFERING NOW. I TRY TO, EXPLAIN THIS PAIN, I CROSS YOU OUT, WITH ALL MY STRENGTH I TRY TO LAUGH.
5.
La Chingada 03:41
WAIT! INTERROGATOR! WAIT! INTERROGATOR! WAIT! INTERROGATOR! HALT! I CAN EXPLAIN MYSELF! RADAR RADAR!! RADAR RADAR!! RADAR RADAR!! RADAR RAY-!! WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO GET TOLD? (MAKE-UP YOUR MIND!) WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO GET TOLD? (MAKE-UP YOUR MIND!) LIES I RECIEVED NO I CAN'T ESCAPE LIES I RELAYED NO I CAN'T ESCAPE LIES I RETRIEVED! NO I CAN'T ESCAPE! LIES I BELIEVED! NO I CAN'T ESCAPE! LIES I DISPLAYED! NO I CAN'T ESCAPE! LIES I MISPLACED! NO I CAN'T ESCAPE LIES!! FORGET MY PAIN FORGET YOUR PAIN FORGET OUR PAIN FORGET THEIR PAIN I'M WHOLE AGAIN (WHOLE AGAIN) IF I DISSAPPEAR NOW I'M WHOLE AGAIN IF I DISSAPEAR NOW I'M WHOLE AGAIN IF I DISSAPEAR
6.
Rabbit 02:59
Tell me was it worth it? Did we both deserve this? i thought that things be different, but time has shown its distance. And I'd love to help you get back, but i know that he would be there. And I'd love to help you let go, but i know that you would be dead. I hoped that you would tell me, what you fucking hate about me. haven't i been gentle? I'm feeling like an asshole. And I'd love to help you get back, but i know that he would be there. And I'd love to help you let go, but i know that you would be dead. Take me back, yesterday, nothing worked, it's all the same, who am i? I'm not okay, nothing works, it's all the same. Take these words, fake three words, fuck these words, fake three words And I'd love to help you get back, but i know that he would be there. And I'd love to help you let go, but i know that you would be dead.
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It's Fine 03:24
Remember weakness, inside my head, it's the safest place... RIGHT THERE! I COULDN'T BEAT MY ENDS I KNOW THAT YOURS IS ALL ABOUT ME! I FLED! NOBODY'S REALLY THERE, JUST KNOW IT'S NOT WHAT I HAD PLANNED, WHAT I HAD PLANNED. SO! I WENT! HOME AGAIN! If only I had, never kept time, I would figure you still had mine I don't think that you'll still fill out I remember'd you're still THERE! WRITE UP THE PAGE! I'M NEVER ANEW! BLAME IT UPON MY DESCEIT, YOU! PLAY UPON, WHAT WE KNEW, TELL ME, IF TRUTH HURTS, WHAT'S TRUE? REMEMBER WEAKNESS, INSIDE MY HEAD, IT'S THE SAFEST PLACE.

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Demo's recorded december 2019

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released March 22, 2020

nobody.
i suck at everything.
i tried.
i'm sorry.

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